epiphany

it is this turning point today.
i admit i am scared.
too scared even to talk about it.

i was diagnosed with some sort of an unexpected condition and have to deal with it.
desperate times call for desperate measures.
now is the time to just sit back, sip some decaf latte from a nearby Starbucks (i like its smokeless environment) and listen to music.

deaf to all other people.
all those who claim to love me have deserted the battle years ago.

devastated as is the case.