life ticking:

Thursday 20 September 2007

depression, she wrote


how does one find the personal atonement?
how do you get back to being happy? being content and ok with yourself, your silly choices, your thousand indecisions (as Eliot would nag), your goodness?

i can't.
i am drawn to all possible future scenarios merely by the force of life.
i don't live any more - i survive.
and this is pathetic.

WHERE is my atonement?

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